nun ist etwas gesagt...

eigentlich nichtmal bedeutend, aber für mich wichtig.

Die Frage bleibt, ob es das richtige war.

Zummindest momentan fühl ich mich noch gut... was auch immer das heißen mag.

überlegen

though the past has shown
that nothing changes anymore
I still feel there is more left
that doesn´t vanish so easily

hope remains
but also pain

another fight starts every day
but where to find peace?


I´m still holding on to you...

wunderbar...

wundervoll...

superschön...

supertoll...

"I wanna keep you alive, so there is always the possibillity of murder...

later!!"

Was bleibt, wenn alle sich immer weiter in ihre Beziehungen zurückziehen und nur wenige Zeit haben um neue Geschichten aufzubauen und man selbst abend für abend alleine mit sich selbst zubringen muss?

muß man das akzeptieren?

"And what will happen?
Will I dream?
I am too scared to close my eyes.
For a second please hold me."

All I want to do is see you again
Is that too much to ask for?
I just want to see your sweet smile
Smiled the way it was before

Well Ill try not to hold you
And Ill try not to kiss you
And I wont even touch you

All I want to do is see you
Dont you know that its true

I remember the days when wed walk through the woods
And sit on a bench for a while
I treasure the way we used to laugh and play
And look in each others eyes

You can keep me at a distance if you dont trust my resistance
But I swear I wont touch you

All I want to do is see you
Dont you know that its true

Well I know five years is a long time
And that times change (oh that times change)
But I think that you will find
People are basically the same (basically the same)

If the waters still flowing, we can go for a swim
And do the things we used to do
And if Im reluctant you can pull me in
And we can relive our youth

Oh but well stay friendly like sister and brother
Though I think I still love you
All I want to do is see you
Dont you know that its true?

... ist Leben wieder angesagt

Den Glauben daran gefunden, dass ein geradliniges Leben nicht erstrebenswert ist...
Vielmehr machen die vielen Seitenwege das Leben erst zu einem interessanten und lebensvolleren Lebensweg

"Ich bin eine Insel!!! Ich bin Ibiza!"